I asked for a chance to be friends,
putting down my pride and my dignity,
acting like a fool in front of you.
All I wish for is a chance to be friend.
Just back to where we were before.
But I guess I am just a beast, an animal and a monster after-all!
I don't even deserve a look from you now.
I had been a fool long enough.
And I know that all the time I had annoyed you enough.
So,
Even with the pain in my chest, I will walk away this time.
"Goodbye!"
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Saturday, June 11, 2011
如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层
一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
Thursday, May 19, 2011
Moving Forward
Somehow i could feel that everyone else are moving forward...
Somewhat so rapidly that i couldn't catch up anymore...
Am I too slow myself? or Am i just being Lazy?
You see the only problem i have is that i often runaway from the problem.
Even thou i act like a warrior but i am actually a coward!
Sadly, that is the fact!!
While others are archiving what they aim for,
I am cowardly hiding myself alone in my small room. Living a World of my own.
Sometimes i wonder if i am still the same like before?
Yeah, i did improved so far. But it seem to me that i am still no where i should be.
Maybe dad was right! I should stop all the distraction.
Love... Game... and most importantly...
STOP Procrastinating!!!
I found that i am capable to deal with problem well.
I ain't no stupid! I could get good solution sometimes...
but the matter now is that i am lazy, so i started to procrastinate...
So I am back to square one now. Year 2 Sem 1.
After dealing with all the mess, this time it shall be a new beginning.
I have to force myself this time as i have no more reason now.
I break up so i could run faster. I confessed so i could smack myself on my face to move forward. What else?
It doesn't matter what, my aim in UTAR is to score a ticket to GTFO of Here!
There are still lots for me to learn and improve.So i made myself a list here...
Wish that this time I will strike for the Best!
Y2S1 Do list:
1. Stop Being L.A.Z.Y!
2. Stop thinking bout girls. They will only make u miserable( But i like being 1 :P)
3. Continue workout!
4. Live in Library.
5. Be Responsible.
Somewhat so rapidly that i couldn't catch up anymore...
Am I too slow myself? or Am i just being Lazy?
You see the only problem i have is that i often runaway from the problem.
Even thou i act like a warrior but i am actually a coward!
Sadly, that is the fact!!
While others are archiving what they aim for,
I am cowardly hiding myself alone in my small room. Living a World of my own.
Sometimes i wonder if i am still the same like before?
Yeah, i did improved so far. But it seem to me that i am still no where i should be.
Maybe dad was right! I should stop all the distraction.
Love... Game... and most importantly...
STOP Procrastinating!!!
I found that i am capable to deal with problem well.
I ain't no stupid! I could get good solution sometimes...
but the matter now is that i am lazy, so i started to procrastinate...
So I am back to square one now. Year 2 Sem 1.
After dealing with all the mess, this time it shall be a new beginning.
I have to force myself this time as i have no more reason now.
I break up so i could run faster. I confessed so i could smack myself on my face to move forward. What else?
It doesn't matter what, my aim in UTAR is to score a ticket to GTFO of Here!
There are still lots for me to learn and improve.So i made myself a list here...
Wish that this time I will strike for the Best!
Y2S1 Do list:
1. Stop Being L.A.Z.Y!
2. Stop thinking bout girls. They will only make u miserable( But i like being 1 :P)
3. Continue workout!
4. Live in Library.
5. Be Responsible.
Sunday, May 01, 2011
Sometimes i look into tomorrow and forgotten i had today...
看着未来忘了现在。。。
我常常想着明天我该做些什么，将来应该怎么做等等，
但是我从来没真正去想过我现在应该怎么走我的人生?
要改变这个坏习惯哦！不然到老还是。。。明天的事明天做。。。
今天的事什么都做不到。。
一直以来我都想着，如果明天我活不到太阳下山时，
我现在应该怎么做呢？
当然就这样你会是第一个出现在我脑海里的人，
第一就很想和你说清楚。。但是我永远都鼓不起勇气。。。
如果我活不到明天那么我想你是我最后想遇到的人了！
但是我从来不好好想想，如果明天和后天我都会一直活下去，
我现在应该怎么做呢？
这时候，我该想想我的梦想，我的未来，和我对自己的承诺！
第一样就是我应该把握今天。。。
如果我还希望每天和你那样的距离，
我想我需要所有的勇气；
如果我还希望带给最爱的人幸福，
我想我需要所有的力量；
如果我还希望有一天我会成功，
我想我需要更加的努力；
如果我还活着一直到老，
我想我需要充分的每一天！！
突然想着想着，那股火就慢慢的燃烧了！
对！我最需要的就是这股火热的血，燃烧我的人生！
其实你的笑容就是点燃我心里的火花！
我靠这么一点东西和我自己拼了！！
我常常想着明天我该做些什么，将来应该怎么做等等，
但是我从来没真正去想过我现在应该怎么走我的人生?
要改变这个坏习惯哦！不然到老还是。。。明天的事明天做。。。
今天的事什么都做不到。。
一直以来我都想着，如果明天我活不到太阳下山时，
我现在应该怎么做呢？
当然就这样你会是第一个出现在我脑海里的人，
第一就很想和你说清楚。。但是我永远都鼓不起勇气。。。
如果我活不到明天那么我想你是我最后想遇到的人了！
但是我从来不好好想想，如果明天和后天我都会一直活下去，
我现在应该怎么做呢？
这时候，我该想想我的梦想，我的未来，和我对自己的承诺！
第一样就是我应该把握今天。。。
如果我还希望每天和你那样的距离，
我想我需要所有的勇气；
如果我还希望带给最爱的人幸福，
我想我需要所有的力量；
如果我还希望有一天我会成功，
我想我需要更加的努力；
如果我还活着一直到老，
我想我需要充分的每一天！！
突然想着想着，那股火就慢慢的燃烧了！
对！我最需要的就是这股火热的血，燃烧我的人生！
其实你的笑容就是点燃我心里的火花！
我靠这么一点东西和我自己拼了！！
Thursday, April 21, 2011
无济于事
有时候我知道我很笨，很傻！
怎么想我也不觉得自己有什么优点，
但是我还是坚持的争取，努力的改变，刻苦耐劳的奋斗，
因为我不希望我最在乎的离我而去。。。
我不喜欢这种感觉，
眼睁睁看着而什么都不做，
感觉我一定会遗憾终生一样!
要大考了才临时抱佛脚，
这学期成绩没什么希望了！
但是我还是会逼自己去努力，
不简单呢！懒惰虫要努力，要发成功梦耶！
我不笨！我只是有点懒惰！
只要我愿意，那么大家等着看吧！
只有一些东西，再怎么努力也只是无济于事。。。
你知道吗？
我蛮喜欢这个距离。。。
远远的，默默地，看着你；
不管我的心受了多少伤，
只要能看着你的笑容我就心满意足了！
但是我忽然很害怕，
害怕这个距离会变得无限的距离，
我们的距离从此比陌生人还遥远。。。
唉！人生就是这样，
多么在乎的，多么渴望的，多么不愿意，
到最后，还是说声：“拜拜！”
怎么想我也不觉得自己有什么优点，
但是我还是坚持的争取，努力的改变，刻苦耐劳的奋斗，
因为我不希望我最在乎的离我而去。。。
我不喜欢这种感觉，
眼睁睁看着而什么都不做，
感觉我一定会遗憾终生一样!
要大考了才临时抱佛脚，
这学期成绩没什么希望了！
但是我还是会逼自己去努力，
不简单呢！懒惰虫要努力，要发成功梦耶！
我不笨！我只是有点懒惰！
只要我愿意，那么大家等着看吧！
只有一些东西，再怎么努力也只是无济于事。。。
你知道吗？
我蛮喜欢这个距离。。。
远远的，默默地，看着你；
不管我的心受了多少伤，
只要能看着你的笑容我就心满意足了！
但是我忽然很害怕，
害怕这个距离会变得无限的距离，
我们的距离从此比陌生人还遥远。。。
唉！人生就是这样，
多么在乎的，多么渴望的，多么不愿意，
到最后，还是说声：“拜拜！”
Friday, April 08, 2011
有缘无分
觉得很奇怪，每次希望遇到你时，你都不会出现。。。
就像今天放学时一样，希望再见你一眼，但你的出现我没察觉。。。
可是，每次希望不会遇到你，你就会突然出现。。。
这叫缘分吗？
有缘无分吧！
我不知道什么时候开始，
慢慢的习惯较简单的满足，
你开心就好，
你开心我自然也觉得很开心，
这就好了！
咱们命中注定擦肩而过，
有缘无分。。。
有可能你会奇怪我为什么不去把握？
是因为把握只会弄到大家更辛苦！
慢慢的发现原来我本来就不应该出现。。。
就像今天放学时一样，希望再见你一眼，但你的出现我没察觉。。。
可是，每次希望不会遇到你，你就会突然出现。。。
这叫缘分吗？
有缘无分吧！
我不知道什么时候开始，
慢慢的习惯较简单的满足，
你开心就好，
你开心我自然也觉得很开心，
这就好了！
咱们命中注定擦肩而过，
有缘无分。。。
有可能你会奇怪我为什么不去把握？
是因为把握只会弄到大家更辛苦！
慢慢的发现原来我本来就不应该出现。。。
Sunday, April 03, 2011
Smile
How am i suppose to say this...
Everywhere i go,
Every thing i do,
Every moment passed,
you caught my mind with just your smile.
Even thou i understand well that i shouldn't be doing this,
I should have left all this behind.
But if only if, i could do so...
I wouldn't be taking the bitter pill down the throat silently...
Funny,
When i am stress, I think of your smile;
Think of how it made me felt so relief last time...
Funny,
When i am happy, I think of your smile;
Think of how i could do the same for you to make you smile happier...
Funny,
When i am sad, I think of your smile;
Think of how sweet it is when you are with others...
Funny,
Never would i thought something so simple,a smile,
would make my life so complicated....
Everywhere i go,
Every thing i do,
Every moment passed,
you caught my mind with just your smile.
Even thou i understand well that i shouldn't be doing this,
I should have left all this behind.
But if only if, i could do so...
I wouldn't be taking the bitter pill down the throat silently...
Funny,
When i am stress, I think of your smile;
Think of how it made me felt so relief last time...
Funny,
When i am happy, I think of your smile;
Think of how i could do the same for you to make you smile happier...
Funny,
When i am sad, I think of your smile;
Think of how sweet it is when you are with others...
Funny,
Never would i thought something so simple,a smile,
would make my life so complicated....
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