A man without his word is no better than a beast!

I had make lots of promise to friends, families and even my loved one,
promises which fills with lies!
Lies That is Sweet to Hear But Stained with Black!

But I had swear upon myself,
Not to my family, friends or lover,
When everyone else falls, I shall be the one who stand.

Even I had my family members and friends who stand besides me,
I felt that everything had left me,
everyone had left me,
Even GOD himself ditched me alone in this darkness.

Where I must fight for my own chance to survive!

I had really no rooms for mistakes,
no rooms for distraction,
no rooms for grieve!

I promised no one else,
other than myself!
It's my future that lies ahead of this road!
It is my duty and my only chance now to grab it hard!
Nothing shall stand in between me and my dreams!
And No one too!

For those that I had Lied,
I am truly sorry for not being the man that you had expected.
I wouldn't even expected that I had changed this much.
A change of heart?
A change of soul?
A change of Pride?
I had been full of pride of myself, where I had crushed it with my own hand,
to bring this matter out!
I feel no remorse!
Even being a black man, I feel no guilty!
I understand well that,
What must done is done sooner or later!
Where the later it gets, the harder we could fall!

I pray now to my GOD whom I believed had once forsaken me,
Prayed hard that I shall not fail myself and those around me anymore.

I had been TOOO TIRED to be A MAN of FAILURE!