I Shouldn't Rape another girl's Smile from her face

I guess I Shouldn't "Rape" another girl's Smile from her face....
No! Please don't think something negative!
I mean I don't wish to forcefully took another pretty girl's smile
and cause her life full of miserable and tears.

I am still haunted by my mistake done before.
Yes, I do love my ex,
Just that my feelings itself is so confused and so blinded.

And for the mistake I had done,
I had made her suffer through all those painful days...
the more memories I had created for her,
the more she suffer.

It's so funny when her friends asked me,
IF YOU KNOW YOU WILL HURT HER, WHY DON'T YOU BREAK UP EARLIER?
LOL! If I knew I am going to hurt her, I guess I won't even start our relationship right?

I really don't know what I could do to make her feel better,
My mum called me few days ago and give me a lecture.
Asking me to promise her not to get into a relationship again...
Yeah.... After giving a few days of thought,
maybe I really shouldn't get into another mess.

I deeply apologize for the girls whom I loved and I like,
Guess what best,
was for me to stay away from their world totally!

Well, thats the way I am,
I loved the way they smile,
And I thought I could make them smile brighter,
But, I would just do the other way in the end...

I will always remember my friend's status on her FB,
If you Like someone, It doesn't mean you have to own her/him;
Sometimes it is better to be just friends and things would be much better!