Saturday, June 12, 2010

I Wanted to make your wish come true

It's been years since the day I asked you to be my girlfriend...
I still remember that moment I had been quite confidence thinking that who would reject a guy,
who is a son of a doctor; moreover a future doctor himself...
(that time I was too proud! I admit!)

We chosen a separated path as soon as our relationship just started moment ago,
For me, whom chase over my dream and left you for A level in Penang.
Promising you that it's all for our future as I am going to be a doctor...
However I didn't realize that I am indeed still naive at that time!

My naiveness had cost me a lot!
I had lost my confident, my strength, my dream
and my friends too!
And I was worrying you would left me for what I had become.
I remembered every time I failed my exam I will be calling you first,
begging you for your forgiveness, saying c2pid stuff like asking you to left me if i fail again...
And yet you scolded me for talking all this nonsense!

Years and years of struggle passed by,
I finally manage to step in the first step into my degree life when you are soon to be graduated!
This time I am worry that you would left me for someone else who is lots better than me!
Who would want a guy who is such a failure? I wonder...

But you had done so for years...
Loving me for what I had did to you,
Caring me whenever I needed you most,
Shed tears for with me for the hardship we been thru,
Holding my arms hard whenever we are together,

I couldn't make myself to ask for anything else from you anymore,
This time I would be the one who will fulfilling all your wish!
I will be a different man just for you!
Even thou I hated studies and really would like to enjoy my university life
for more than just reading everyday..
But I had to force myself to do so.
I know I might not be smart enough to gain a high archiver in UTAR,
However, I couldn't let myself give up even there is just 10% for archiving it!
I wanted to make your wish come true...
I wanted to give you all which I had promised so far...
Giving you a promising life forever!



2 comments:

Anonymous said...

:) :) :)
*shy shy shy*

유가 ^^ said...

hmm.. i see a great, determined spirit burning XD for ur loved one, pls stay strong and dun ever give up! =)