My Life!

Yo! dad and mum! i hope that you two would read this!
I drank a lot nowadays... but just low alcohol level. Did you two know why? i am stress. i feel burden.

I just finish exam last week and i came back sp. i wished to rest for one week at a comfortable home full of love. However i could only stress. Dad, you work all day and sing karaoke as entertainment once awhile. Then should i have something as entertainment too ? Other than study? You want me to study day and night and no comic, no story books , no novel , no pc games, no anime nothing but study. Then what i should do for entertainment? what i should do to release the stress you and mum gave me? i have no choice but to reach for alcohol.. too bad no matter how hard i drink i still feel the stress. What should i do? i really wanted to know your answer? Am i was born just to study? did i really deserve nothing else ?

When i was at home, breakfast lunch and dinner i would get scolded either by you or mum. I feel sad and headache. I love both of you as much as all your children. However i cant stand getting scolded everyday. I was scolded and cane even since i was primary school. Now in college life i dont like this anymore. I will do things my way! And i will be someone successful one day and come back to tell you,"dad, i did it my way!"

I am going back penang tomorrow. I want to have my life there alone not to be disturbed. I will study A2 and As and read story books or novel. I would even play games. Even you dont like it is my only source of entertainment. My gal asked me to stay back. But i have hard time dealing with you guys...so i will only be back in SP once a week. Is kind of like one week in penang and few days in SP.

P.S Don't blame me, i am doing this to avoid you and mum. Isn't it funny?