Tuesday, November 27, 2007

My Life!

Yo! dad and mum! i hope that you two would read this!
I drank a lot nowadays... but just low alcohol level. Did you two know why? i am stress. i feel burden.

I just finish exam last week and i came back sp. i wished to rest for one week at a comfortable home full of love. However i could only stress. Dad, you work all day and sing karaoke as entertainment once awhile. Then should i have something as entertainment too ? Other than study? You want me to study day and night and no comic, no story books , no novel , no pc games, no anime nothing but study. Then what i should do for entertainment? what i should do to release the stress you and mum gave me? i have no choice but to reach for alcohol.. too bad no matter how hard i drink i still feel the stress. What should i do? i really wanted to know your answer? Am i was born just to study? did i really deserve nothing else ?

When i was at home, breakfast lunch and dinner i would get scolded either by you or mum. I feel sad and headache. I love both of you as much as all your children. However i cant stand getting scolded everyday. I was scolded and cane even since i was primary school. Now in college life i dont like this anymore. I will do things my way! And i will be someone successful one day and come back to tell you,"dad, i did it my way!"

I am going back penang tomorrow. I want to have my life there alone not to be disturbed. I will study A2 and As and read story books or novel. I would even play games. Even you dont like it is my only source of entertainment. My gal asked me to stay back. But i have hard time dealing with you guys...so i will only be back in SP once a week. Is kind of like one week in penang and few days in SP.

P.S Don't blame me, i am doing this to avoid you and mum. Isn't it funny?

1 comments:

Anonymous said...

Hello.....I guess you should have been upset now. It is not only you....me too...It is not always easy with your own parents. They may ask a lot from you yet willing to give too little. Alas, they are, still your parents no matter what, where and when you are, do have respect in them. I know its kind of hurt if they blame you for every way you behave, everything you have done but hey! They support you the most. Just try to bear with them.