Friday, August 17, 2007

你有压力,我有压力!不要挑战我!You got pressure , i got pressure! dont challenge me!

Walao! i am really mad now! I know is my mistake that i am too over confident for the A level... But why cant my parents give me a chance to fix it? All they know is to scold me from day to night. I had decided to go to Disted Penang . And is just matter of agreement. But still i feel lots of pressure as my parents don't understand what i feel. I am sad, heart broken too! I am also disappointed with my result. But i don't wish them worry so i try to be cool. However this doesn't mean that i am happy with it... Can't my parents try to console me? or at least give me some word of encouragement? It isn't money or education that i wish from them! I only want them to at least give me some hope that they still left in their heart. Or some care maybe.. But i don't dare they still have hope in me anymore.

All i wish now is to tell them that i understand i am useless and disappointing son. On the other hand, I will not give up my hope to study medicine. And i wont give up my dream just because my own parents try to stop me. Now i will endure their anger just to wish to rely on their financial support for me to retake my course. However, i wish my anger management won't reach it's limit. NO matter what happen, i will study medicine. Even i need to work and study; i would try to enter medicine school. You both just wait and see it happen! Dad and mum!

4 comments:

Anonymous said...

jackson don't fed up 1st.....
jst a part of your life...
you'll be better if you can endure it and do well in your future right ?
i blif 1 day they will knw de la...
don't worry


ken.

Anonymous said...

parents are like that. be strong and do your best.

Niyi said...

why disted?

Jackson Foong said...

cuz is in penang and it offer me to retake at sept...others have to wait next year.