你有压力，我有压力！不要挑战我！You got pressure , i got pressure! dont challenge me!

Walao! i am really mad now! I know is my mistake that i am too over confident for the A level... But why cant my parents give me a chance to fix it? All they know is to scold me from day to night. I had decided to go to Disted Penang . And is just matter of agreement. But still i feel lots of pressure as my parents don't understand what i feel. I am sad, heart broken too! I am also disappointed with my result. But i don't wish them worry so i try to be cool. However this doesn't mean that i am happy with it... Can't my parents try to console me? or at least give me some word of encouragement? It isn't money or education that i wish from them! I only want them to at least give me some hope that they still left in their heart. Or some care maybe.. But i don't dare they still have hope in me anymore.

All i wish now is to tell them that i understand i am useless and disappointing son. On the other hand, I will not give up my hope to study medicine. And i wont give up my dream just because my own parents try to stop me. Now i will endure their anger just to wish to rely on their financial support for me to retake my course. However, i wish my anger management won't reach it's limit. NO matter what happen, i will study medicine. Even i need to work and study; i would try to enter medicine school. You both just wait and see it happen! Dad and mum!