I had been nice and helpful to my friends often. As i enjoy helping my freinds, i spend lot of time , money and also effort on helping my friends around. You must have think that i am an idiot but i am not. I just like to see my friends to smile when they known their job was done, their picture was printed and others.....
However, that have beed a probelm lately. My best friend told me that i am just a idiot and a DOG to serve my friends such loyally!! Hey ! that my best friends ! And he insulted me because i treat them too nice? What wrong to help my friends? But that word did insulted and hurt my feelings! i feel that i am stupid to be a slave and loyal to my friends. I feel that i am totally cheated to becoming a stupid slave! Maybe i shouldn't help my friends that much.................
Althougt my best friends had beg for forgiveness for what he had said, but it had a scare in my hearth
Can anyone tell me what sould i do?
Monday, July 04, 2005
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6 comments:
Yo my man, just stay cool...honestly I respect you a lot to do so much... Sometimes I too want to help people and stuff, but I just don't have the inner self like yours to do that..It is extremely to find a person like you in today's world... Don't bother bout those who don't appreciate you, just be yourself...The problem is not with you, is just the world that is changing..
-FCUK-
thank you very much for ur support! i am really touch to hear those word !
THANK U FCUK!
em...i have no idea of what had happened to u but i just felt sympathy of all the disaster that u need to face now... and i do hope that u may stand for ur own and ignore all those who hurt u.... always take care of urself and do what u think is right... no need to feel sorry, if u REALLY think that u r right...! So, wish u all the best and may God help u to solve all ur problems...
Dude~~ hope u know who i m lar ;)
u might failed now... but u can stand up and speak up again ;)...
nothing will be failed forever if u give a damn try~~ watching u grow up til now... i never see u fail before... u might care too much bout others... but sometimes... put some "cares" on ur self too...we grown up in a "wonder" family... so may be we are not that "wonderful".. but stil we are special for someone... dun worried.. since young til now u r always special for me :D ....(EXCEPT UR BAD SMELLS THAT I CANT STAND FOR)
wwoooppsssZZZAA~~ i saw ur blogs in friendster.... give u some advice... u r the most hardworking plus clever... u have ur own life... but... i have one thing to tel u... MAn!! dun give up til the last second.. it seems that the time is not here and u giving up.... DUDE.... instead of praying for ur frens!~ pray for ur own too...
and also..last thing...
LOVE??? wht the hell is that lar?
if this small thingy can ruin ur life.. i dun think u can passed everything in ur life.. u r only 17 ...u stil haven reach 20 percent of ur life... and u r givin up stuff... EG~~if this gurl doesn't worth for u... then give up go for others.... dun be upset or destroying ur ownlife bcz of one chic ok??? a lot of chics out there???... if u r muslim u can have 4 .... :D see... think properly for what u doing now...WORTH or not WORTH...
dude... i used to have too many BF and now... i felt... is nothing to lose.... :) love is just 1% of ur life... if u give up that 99% bcz of this 1%...then i should say~~!!! FUCK U
PS: for previous blogs....dun think u ll love bcz of SEX lar ;)
F*** lar!
You think i am that type of guy? Hey man! You are my sis! you should understand me man! I love that girl for 4 years already and haven't give up! Do you think that all i wish is sex? wat lar man! that insulted me!
I really feel that i cann't lose her. I had tried many time to forget her and go on with others girl...But i can't
Anyway
Now i dont think i hav no time on that anymore...dad is putting me on HELL QUARANTINE!!1 hope i will survive!
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