火力全开

王力宏这首“火力全开”非常的Ｋｅｉｓｈａ！让我真的很。。。=.=""
但是这首歌很适合表现今年的我！

我终于回到我自己了！
而且这次更加的火上加火了！
呵呵！！

Love U U

莎士比亚曾经说过 “再美好的东西都有失去的一天。再深的记忆也有淡忘的一天。再爱的人，也有远走的一天。再美的梦也有苏醒的一天。该放弃的决不挽留。该珍惜的决不放手，分手后不可以做朋友，因为彼此伤害过！也不可以做敌人，因为彼此深爱过！”

就是看了Love U U 这部电影让我了解到我应该珍惜她。
人生有多少个遗憾可以挽回？
人生有多少个她比你父母还要了解你？
人生中有多少个她原意为你默默地忍耐？
更重要的是，人生有多少个她愿意原谅你对她的伤害而还在关心你呢？

和她在一起我很开心，很安心。因为我的想法她都很了解。
我的一言一举她都看得出。。。
我一直以来因为过去对她的伤害耿耿于怀，更因为和她一起多年的回忆一直残留在我脑海中。。
而不与自在的打开她的部落格，了解她的伤心和开心。。
但是每次看到她伤心会很在乎但又不想留言。。只能默默地为她鼓励。。

如果今天是我最后一天，我希望她会留在我的身边。
原来我没有了她，我会迷失方向，更会迷失了我自己。。。

I had Enough!

Perhaps due to the loneliness that is inside of me,
I had been someone who have lost his mind and soul and most of all, his pride!
Losing all my senses to judge myself,
I am afraid I don't know the feeling that I had for either of the one i used to love most or the one i felt for.

I don't know how to say this either.
But it's like an urge for survive...
Holding on everything you could when you are falling down from high...
Holding on every chances you could when you know you are going to fail...
and for my affair that had haunted me for almost one year.

Holding on someone that I don't understand at all, but it's just a feeling that I had.
Selfishly, I tried hard to impress her knowing that I have no idea what the consequence and ignored the responsibility behind.

I am just like a wolf, a beast or a monster.
Hunger for something that wasn't meant to be mine.
LOVE?
LOVED perhaps. It's a something I would said that it is a past.
I used to be loved. And I too loved someone deeply.

I don't wish to give myself anymore excuses!
I am done with this!
I could only admit that I had been selfish and naive at the same time.

PERHAPS, things was meant to be this way:
A man who do not treasure his love one,
should not be love,
unless he understand the real meaning behind of the word itself.

I thought I could stand tall and high,
Without realizing it myself,
That I, Jackson Foong Wei Hern, too was too dependent on the bond we call
"love"!

It's alright,now that I had enough!
I want to regain my pride and stand up tall again from the lost.
I wish not be a fool who only hang on to the past...

Life is about moving forward with every little step you could afford.
And not holding on something that is past!

Maroon 5 - If I Ain't Got You

Yeah...oh

Some people live for the fortune
Some people live for the fame
Some people live for the power, yeah
Some people live just to play the game

Some people think that the physical things define what's within
And I have been there before and that life's a bore
So full of the superficial

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

Some people search for a fountain
That promises forever young
Some people need three dozen roses
And that's the only way to prove you love them, oh

Hand me the world on a silver platter
And what good would it be, oh
With no one to share, with no one who truly cares for me?

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you-you-you

Some people want it all
But I don't want nothing at all
If it ain't you baby
If I ain't got you baby
Some people want diamond rings
Some just want everything
But everything means nothing
If I ain't got you

If I ain't got you with me baby
There ain't nothing in this whole wide world, doesn't mean a thing
If I ain't got you with me baby

努力改变！努力回到我自己！

我会努力的改变自己，
虽然我知道我的改变不会改变你对我的看法，
但是我相信会有那么一天你会对我另眼相看！

是你出现在我的生活中，
是你让我做不到我自己，
是你说我们都是透明的。

我只想走我要走的路罢了！
如果你觉得我不是你的菜，
我不在乎，我只是个洋葱，
永远是个调味品。。。

狂野的我不是甜美的你的白马王子，
火的燃烧可以烧尽一切，
如果你在这时候接近我，
你也一样会被我心中的怒火伤害。。

或许这样也好。。。
我会慢慢的走回我的路。。。
慢慢的忘记你的存在。。。
这是我对你的最后一个承诺！
也是对我的人格的一个承诺！

再次为我的未来燃烧心中这怒火吧！

如果我愿意为了你而努力，你愿意给我一次机会吗？

我很累，我想放弃所有！

我有想过放弃所有！
我所坚强的都一一让我失望。。。
是我太固执了？
是我太糊涂了？
还是我太傻了？

固执之所以在乎，
越在乎的越快失去，
越不在乎的慢慢领取；

慢慢的领悟，原来固执没什么好处的！！

有那么一段时间我很想放弃所有，
那颗心就好像漂浮在大海上的。。。
迷失在一片无边界的蓝色海洋。。。

所坚强的都失去了，
但是我还是答应了自己，
我有我的原则，我有我的方向，我有我的速度，
累坏了，休息；饱满了，冲刺！

如果你觉得我很奇怪，很疯狂，很荒野！
那是因为你对我的不了解！
我只是在用忙碌来忘记所有！
累坏的身体就不会再忽视乱想。。。